Evening comes upon me as I sit and attempt another breakthrough message. I light goes off in my mind as I make the realization of the day: I cannot escape the desire to perfect my actions. Today was filled with its normal variety of "To-Do's" that got done, but it was also filled with an assortment of items that never seem to depart from my thought waves:
Call that Friend
Write that book
Scrapbook that photo
Finish that filing
Make that Menu
Never ending....and the light that I see as I focus on this mountain of garble is that this life of mine will always have its perfect moments.
Perfect moments of instability, change and never ending lists.
It's a good thing I like lists....and that I have a never ending supply of help.
If the Lord had not been my help,
my soul would soon have lived in the land of silence.